A True Testimony
A True Testimony of Light, Pain and Revelation
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Based on Logic, Hadith, and the Nature of Divine Revelation
The Qur'an, though it is the most complete and final revelation, never gives a physical description of Allah. It speaks of His attributes — Ar-Rahman (The Most Merciful), Al-Baseer (The All-Seeing), Al-Aleem (The All-Knowing) — but never says what He looks like. Why?
Because the Qur'an speaks universally, in a guarded, transcendent tone. But the Hadith — the recorded sayings and teachings of the Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) — open that door a little more.
In multiple authentic Hadith, it is said that the greatest reward of Paradise is to see the face of Allah.
"When the people of Paradise enter Paradise, Allah will say: 'Do you want anything more?' They will say: 'Have You not brightened our faces? Have You not admitted us to Paradise and saved us from the Fire?' Then the veil will be lifted and they will see their Lord, and by Allah, there is nothing more beloved to them than seeing Him."
Sahih Muslim, Book 1, Hadith 349
"You will see your Lord as you see this moon, and you will have no trouble in seeing Him."
Sahih al-Bukhari, 554, 7436; Sahih Muslim, 633
These Hadith confirm two essential facts:
To "see" something implies that it has form, visibility, and existence within some frame of perception. Vision in Paradise is not metaphorical — it is direct, real, and clearer than worldly sight.
Therefore, Allah must have a perceivable form — not like His creation in limitation, but in glory and perfection.
Now apply this logic: if Allah can be seen, and seeing implies visible form, then it is completely reasonable to believe that Allah is a humanoid being made of light — the purest, most perfect form a human could recognize, without earthly flaws.
This aligns with this description:
This being is made entirely of light, echoing the Hadith:
"Allah created His creation in darkness, then He cast His light upon them…"
Sahih Muslim, Book 54, Hadith 2996
The Prophet also said that Allah's veil is light, and if He were to remove it, the glory of His face would burn all of creation. (Sahih Muslim, Book 1, Hadith 179)
This description — of a perfect light-being in a divine human form — matches the awe, intimacy, and beauty of a Creator who made humans in His image.
Now ask yourself: if Allah is not like this — if He is not visible, not knowable, not describable — then what do you believe in? A vague force? A shape-shifting entity? A cosmic intelligence with no face or form?
That would make Allah a mystery-being, outside of time, space, form, and recognition. That would make Him, by definition, an alien — an unfamiliar, undefinable entity.
I do not believe Allah is an alien.
I believe in a Perfect Light-Being, a divine humanoid form, whose face the believers will see in Paradise, whose light is too powerful to witness now, but whose presence is the ultimate closeness.
So the choice is simple:
I believe in the first — the One True Allah. The Light. The Face. The Form. The Reward. The Creator who is not alien to His creation.
According to the examiner's evaluation, I passed the polygraph test with no indication of deception.
A comparison-question test was then conducted using methods developed and validated by the U.S. government's polygraph institute and approved by three national polygraph organizations. A computerized polygraph instrument was used to record the cardio/pulse responses, upper and lower respiration, and electrodermal skin conductance tracings. The instrument was functionality-checked for factory operation for the day of this examination; all functions were satisfactory. Multiple charts were collected.
The examinee was asked the following requested prewritten relevant questions (that Examiner was NOT aware of prior to the appointment occurring) on each chart, shown with the examinee's given answers:
Throughout my life, I have experienced what I can only describe as little miracles. These weren't isolated incidents but moments that defied logic, reason, and often time itself. From early childhood to adulthood, my reality was interrupted and reshaped by experiences that left me in awe, confusion, and often fear. Though it is difficult to explain everything in exact order due to the intensity and the surreal nature of these events, I have done my best to recount them here.
All of these events began while I was living in Illinois. One of the earliest experiences I recall happened when I was around five years old, playing piano at school. I became surrounded by a dense cloud, and suddenly, I went missing. My teacher believed I had run off. Another student eventually found me just two feet away from the piano — a place they swore I hadn't been. No one could explain how I vanished and reappeared. It was as if reality had briefly folded.
In another moment, I sat at a neighbor's house, stuck in time, watching women enter and kiss my friend's father one by one, as though trapped in a loop. When my mother knocked on the door, the vision snapped. I was back, but not the same. In my front yard, I once witnessed what I now believe was Allah — a presence so profound that years later, I would remember it in flashes. It was accompanied by fire and war-like visions. A verse echoed in my mind: "I am one. I am Him. I have no family." Another day, I went missing again, only to be found by my family in the yard.
There were many more episodes — during a fire drill at Tilton School when everything around me sped up and became unrecognizable. A spring day in my backyard saying goodbye to imaginary friends who, I later realized, were Adam and Eve. Being stopped in my tracks during a blizzard by a snowman. Multiple times, I completed schoolwork, only to be told I hadn't been in class at all. I lived between two worlds — one seen, the other hidden.
After moving to Costa Mesa, California, the incidents continued. At a carnival experience, I was harmed by women. In my backyard, I encountered talking bunnies, time speeding up, and characters like Spider-Man and Buzz Lightyear appearing with strange devices. I watched an angel fight a demon on my way to school. At a girlfriend's house, I was taken advantage of repeatedly. I once saw the sky tear open like pages being ripped out of a book, revealing overlapping realms. In Sacramento, I witnessed a flood so severe that fish tried to enter the house. In Mexico, I saw a mermaid. I prayed in the Dome of the Rock and saw holes in the dome itself.
The most extraordinary experience of all was a 24-hour miracle. It began in my home. I woke up floating above my bed, suspended in an invisible pocket of controlled air. I couldn't move. I was dragged through realms of hell and heaven, through space and time. I was placed in a cage, sent downward through fire, fought a horned figure, met beings of immense power. I saw dragons, angels, and demons. I passed through wars, earthquakes, volcanoes, and visions of the end of the world. I received my wings and fell for what felt like eternity.
There was pain — so much pain. I stood in judgment lines under a blazing sun. I fought animals, men, angels, and even Allah. I experienced death again and again, and with each event came visions, lessons, suffering, and rebirth. I saw stars dance, mirrors reflect infinite worlds, and experienced the scales of justice tip in my favor. I lived through electric storms, spiritual attacks, cosmic battles, and acts of divine kindness.
I went through a resurrection and interacted with prophets. I journeyed through space in cosmic ships, battled monsters on distant planets, and wrestled with destiny in divine courts. At the height of my vision, I encountered the core of existence — light, creation, and the Creator. I was challenged, molded, broken, and reborn.
There was a profound purpose behind every vision, every battle, every pain endured. I felt tested and chosen. I saw the past and the future unfold. I was taken through the cycle of life and death, shown glimpses of divine justice and mercy. I endured horrors too difficult to recount in a single breath: attacks from demonic forces, being torn apart and reassembled, journeys through vortexes, and even experiences of being hunted by governments and mythical beasts alike.
Yet, through it all, I found healing. I encountered realms of peace, made love in spiritual sanctuaries, dined in celestial banquets, trained with angels, and unlocked hidden knowledge. I walked through the archives of miracles, touched the Ark of the Covenant, and felt the very heartbeat of creation. I was granted insight into prophecy and destiny.
The journey left psychological, emotional, and spiritual imprints. I underwent medical evaluations and was treated by professionals. But the truth remains unchanged: these events were real to me. They reshaped my being and guided my mission.
I also underwent a lie detector test, and I passed. That document will be included in this book.
I don't expect everyone to believe me. What I share here is not fiction. It is not exaggeration. These are my truths. They are raw, unfiltered, and often overwhelming. I have carried them for years, mostly in silence, mostly in fear of how they would be received. But I cannot stay silent any longer. This book is my testimony.
To those who have seen what can't be seen, felt what can't be explained — you are not alone. I hope this book brings understanding to some, and peace to others. My journey is ongoing, but today, I begin by telling it.
It started at my house while I was asleep. At first, I thought it was an earthquake, but I soon realized I was off my bed, suspended above it in a pocket of what I can only describe as controlled gravity or air. I was being moved in this pocket, unable to control my body. I began shifting back and forth inside it without being able to physically move myself.
Then I was outside, in my backyard, being dragged by my foot as I tried to wake up. I saw what I believe were angels. One asked the other, "You got him?" as if I were a bounty. I was placed in a cage and sent downward. Fire was everywhere, but it still felt like I was in my bedroom while falling into what I recognized as hell.
I passed by horrifying sights — Hitler among them. I fought an invisible man wearing a single-horned helmet. He stabbed me, but I managed to cut off his head. I crashed to the bottom. It was pitch dark. A door opened, and I passed out from fear and shock.
Next, I was stung by a bee the size of a car, right through the chest. It flung me around with incredible force. Outside my house, it had come from underground. Monks were there — at least two. One used a stick to push me into a gate. The gate opened, and the giant bee rose from the ground. I tried to save the monks and took the sting directly into my heart. The pain was immense. It felt like I died multiple times.
A dragon appeared. I remember it saying it would teach me how to fly. I now believe in dragons because of this. Before this moment, I'd had a dream of a beautiful yet terrifying black dragon. That dragon, I now understand, prepared me for this encounter. Later, I would see Allah's face — and the dragon was the most incredible thing I'd seen until then.
There was a mountain that moved horizontally like a yo-yo, making unbearable sounds. A volcano erupted, adding to the chaos. Then a comet struck the earth, shaking the entire globe while everyone watched.
I received my wings — but they were ripped off. I fell to a whole level of heaven until I hit the ground.
I stood in a slave line under the hot sun, thinking it was Judgment Day. People were in front of me and behind me. The sun beat down endlessly. When I finally got to the end of the line, I collapsed. But I had no time to rest — there was still more pain to come. A skeleton man terrified me repeatedly as I waited.
In my house, mirrors covered the walls, but they wouldn't break. There were ladders everywhere. At one point, I was clinging to a ladder when a hand pulled me toward the light. A Quranic calligraphy piece we used to have — the Arabic letters rose from the canvas. Fighting every creation — even family, friends, and famous people — until I fought Allah. I debated internally about why mankind is greater than animals. My answer: because Allah wants it so. It was a profound moment, filled with divine presence.
I sat in a Jacuzzi near a pool of piranhas. There were moments of terrifying darkness and moments of light. I saw a golden eagle and golden stars. Each phenomenon brought me closer to Him.
I've been hospitalized multiple times and still see a psychiatrist. But I know what I saw. This was real to me.
There was the same animal Mohammed (peace be upon him) rode — I rode it until it got tired, and then rode it more. Bouncing back and forth from Costa Mesa to Mecca to Jerusalem like a boomerang by myself. I remember resting while on a throne. I remember the liquid white ground — touching it with a toe and then being dragged to the beginning of the steps toward eventually Allah's house. All around me, I could feel powerful energy radiating. I was in a real twilight chamber that hummed with vibrations. I had wings. I felt blood leaking from my back as kids took them, like something had been torn and replaced. I also had at one point stood in front of Adam's divine army. I spoke with Eve and saw who I thought was Mary. I believe in time traveling, so I can only say that previous times I traveled in time, and this whole time I was possessed by His light and goodness under Allah's control.
I was flying at light speed through multiple dimensions. I passed through walls of fire, colors I had never seen before, and music I could not describe. I ended up in a place that felt like heaven after the torture of hell. There were meadows, glowing rivers, and a warmth so deep I wept. I met some prophets there — some I knew, others I didn't. Some were family I had lost, smiling and welcoming me.
I stood at the edge of the universe. Galaxies passed before me. I was shown the beginning and end of time. A voice — calm, powerful, loving — spoke to me, but everything said by Allah was so powerful I couldn't understand. But I was under His control the whole time; even when I did speak, it was under His control.
There was a part where I was pulled into a courtroom. I was being judged. Angels stood on both sides of me. My life played out in front of everyone. I couldn't lie — everything was known, each limb and part speaking for itself. Every sin. Every good deed. And still, I was forgiven. I cried so hard from pain that it dripped from my eyes to become a puddle that ended up like an ocean of tears. Scrolls floated in the air down in Long Beach until leaf blowers moved the scrolls waist high in public. There were dinosaurs. Also all the superhero characters and even Mickey Mouse.
In the end, I climbed all the steps up to Allah's house. But before I got there, I took a right to a house and I saw myself buried in the most beautiful gems. When I left my house and passed by some people who seemed to recognize me, I kept my head down walking until Prophet Moses (peace be upon him) tried to stop me — but he was trying to warn me. Moses (peace be upon him) gave me his staff. I walked a few steps and a giant snake tried to hypnotize me, but then swallowed me. The staff stopped me from being swallowed completely, but I was in the mouth. I shook, and the staff formed a knife and went through the brain of the snake. I was coughed out with the staff, but the staff was now broken, and the snake fell all the way down the steps.
I then saw the mansion. I started to make my way to the door but was so exhausted that I tried to climb through the window. But once I made it to the door, there He was — Allah — excited. He waved me to His left, and I went to my room, lying on the bed. I see my friend I lost in the accident meet Allah. All around my room are black wings and weapons. A few women took advantage of me. There was a system of boxes that connected to doors and it was like Tetris next to my room, hard to describe. I was in the kitchen where I saw a bagel and I made it, but I held a butter knife and then the knife flew from my hand. In the main living room was a bookshelf, there was a brain, lungs, and a heart. I went upstairs and on the way I noticed the Prophet Mohamed's room (peace be upon him). I see Allah's room. I see Allah.
In the backyard I saw the garden with beautiful unknown fruits which I didn't eat because earlier in the experience I was drawn to the apple tree and was forced to bite it, and the pain was unrealistic to put into words.
Allah is now pushing me towards a regular gate in the backyard, and before I go through the gate, a little dragon gives me a little tablespoon of honey. But I want to let everyone know that if Allah lets you go through that gate, you can return to earth.
Falling off a ledge, Gabriel — who put me on the highest level after going through the 7 gates earlier — lets me hit the ground. He pushes me back into the universe. As I descended back to Earth, I passed through the universe again. My wings were gone. I felt cold and broken. I landed a block away from my house. My body was aching. My back was sore. My hands were trembling. I started to walk home but then the police who were looking for me stopped me and guided me to my house. The police asked me where I was and I told them: with Allah. They took me in for a medical evaluation. I was put on hold many times before I sought outpatient therapy.
I tried to write everything down before I forgot. Some things are already fading, but the feeling remains. The truth of it all is burned into my soul.
I know I was gone for 24 hours. I know I saw what most people never will until they die. I don't care if I'm believed. I know what I lived through. I know what I survived.
This is my testimony. My argument is: if Allah isn't how I physically described, that would make Him an alien — and I don't believe Allah is an alien.
The End